maandag 22 november 2010

Long post is long

 Ok, maybe a little late for me to bring it up, but I quit NaNo two weeks ago. It was just to hard for me this year, guess the 'no plot, no problem' theory doesn't count for everyone. I'm still meeting the other writers every week though (omg next weekend will be the last one before thank god it's over party), I still write a little bit, but it's not more then maybe a thousand words per week.
My friend Jazy quit too, although she's still writing the daily quota, but she doesn't want to use her fanfics for the nano wordcount. Btw, she has been an amazing friend for me for just over a year now (we met last nano) and helped me out when I needed support the most, so this year, I'm giving her a secret pressent. <3
I hope it arrives before the tgio party.

On the 12th I went to the birthay party from Tiny-nyan and I had such an amazing day, but I didn't blog about it yet cuz of all the things that happened that night and cuz of the lack of pictures. But now everything is good again between me and my boyfriend, and the pics have been posted online, so I can finally share them.

Picspam much?

The fair wasn't open yet, so we warmed ourselves in a bar.
The megafoxyawesomehot Dei-chan <3


Yay me! I love my wig. (^_^)
Hiding from the rain ... under my umberella xD
Tiny-nyan! She's too cute (^_^)
Me and Sibbe. She's such a wonderfull girl!
Kitty <3
Tiny's awesome b-day present (^_^)

All pictures (exept for the last one) made by: http://www.ingeroelskuypers.be

zondag 14 november 2010

100 truths

I've been tagged by Kitty on facebook, but I wanted to share it here too.


1. Name: Reira

2. Nickname: Pinkii, Rei-chan

3. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

4. Male or Female: Female

5. Elementary School: De Brug in Sint-Job-Int-Goor

6. High School: 1st & 2nd year: KA Schoten, 2nd till 4th year: PI St Godelieve Deurne

7. College: /

8. Hair color: Changes

9. tall or short: Short

11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

12. Phone or Camera: Digital & Analog SLR

13. Health freak: No, too adicted to coke & chips

14. Orange or Apple: I vote strawberry

15. Do you have a crush on someone? See last two blog posts

16. Eat or Drink: Eat lots of chips!

17. Piercings: 2: spiderbite

18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke light lemon

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane: Not yet, but I will be next spring <3

20. Been in a relationship: Yes

21. Been in a car accident: Nope

22. Been in a fist fight: I try to hold myself together and not fight xD

23. First piercing: Don't know, I was really young when I got my ears pierced for the first time

24. First best friend: Can't remember

25. First award: None? xD

26. First crush: Had to be Aaron Carter when I was in elementary ... xD

27. First word: Dunno

29. Last person you talked to in person: *thinks* Probs one of my parents

30. Last person you texted: Wannes probs ...

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Yesterday with my parents, hp5 <3333

32. Last food you ate: What's the english word for 'kroketten'

33. Last movie you watched: hp5

34. Last song you listen to: Richard (dick) the Warlock - Slaughter the world

35. Last thing you bought: foodz & drinkz @ Outpost yesterday

36. Last person you hugged: Tiny-nyan, her boyfriend or Jazy

FAVOURITES:
37. Food: Ramen <33 (moyashi soba for life!)

38. Drinks: Coke light lemon, Coke light, Lindemans & Mistique

39. Bottoms: Jeans, skirt, shorts

40. Flower: Hibiscus

41. Animal: Horses & rats

42. Colors: Bright pink & bright green

43. Movies: Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Memoires of a Geisha

44. Subjects: Don't do school anymore

Put an X in the brackets if yes:
45. [x] in love with someone.

46. [x] celebrated Halloween.

47. [x] had your heart broken.

48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [x] had someone question my sexual orientation.

51. [  ] got pregnant. --

52. [  ] had an abortion.

53. [X] did something I regret.

54. [X] broke a promise.

55. [X] hid a secret.

56. [X] pretended to be happy.

57. [X] met someone who changed your life. 

58. [x] pretended to be sick.

59. [x] left the country.

60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [ ] ran a mile.

63. [ ] went to the beach with your (best) friend.

64. [X] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [X] hated someone.

66. [X] stayed single for a year.

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating: nothing

68. Drinking: Coke light

69. Listening: Nothing

70. Sitting/Laying: Laying

71. Plans for today: HP marathon <33

72. Waiting: HP7 xD

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids?: Yeh

74. Want to get married?: Maybe

75. Career: A job in Sales

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
76. Lips or eyes: Lips <3

77. Shorter or taller: Taller

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Both

79. Nice stomach or nice arms? Stomach

81. Hook-up or relationship?: Relationship

82. Looks or personality?: personality

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes

84. Snuck out of a house: Yes

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No

86. Killed somebody: No

87. Broken someone's heart: Yes

88. Been in love: Yeah

89. Cried when someone died: Ye

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: Always

91. Miracles: Nope

92. Love at first sight: Nope

93. Heaven: No

94. Santa Clause:No

95. Sex on the first date: Yes ...

96. Kiss on the first date: Fcourse

TRUTHFULLY:
 97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: My heart says yes, but I'm still mad at him

98. Do you know who your real friends are?: Yes

99. Do you believe in God?: No

100. Post as 100 truths?:  Jep


I tag u all :p

vrijdag 12 november 2010

fuck this

I was really happy when I wrote my last entry, but that's all over now. I just found out that my 'boyfriend' twotimed me. It fucking pissed me off to hear that & it's not just one person saying it, but several, so at the moment I'm fucked up and just wanne cry...

woensdag 10 november 2010

I love this day, but the rest of the week sucked...

It's killing me to see how much I'm behind. I have to admit, today was the first time I wrote something since I came back from the meeting Saturday.
I already told my fellow Belgian writers that it could be that I'm gonna quit, but I'm still gonna go to all the write-ins to support them. (or distract them, idk)
So today I wrote about 300 words, wich is bad, even for me. Wich means I'm about 6k behind, wich sucks monkey balls. (I love to use this, don't judge me cuz of it)

Anyways, now onto the good news! I have a boyfriend!!!! Yaaaaay. (^_^) Omg I feel awesome now that I can say that again, it's been a year since I broke up with my ex. I've always missed the intemacy of a boyfriend, even when I hadn't broken up with my ex yet. (he lives in Japan, so not allot of chances to cuddle and stuff)
There's some bad news with this as well, I already knew that he was sick, but I recently heared that he has to go to the hospital on monday. Nobody knows what's wrong with him, so we don't know how long he will be there. (will someone call dr House for me :p) Well, I promised him to go and visit him as often as I can (it's not like I have something better to do anyways), so maybe in the future some pics from us together.


Onto other news... OMG Harry Potter 7 releases next week. I'm so exited!! (I wanted to go with my boyfriend but that won't be possible till he's out of the hospital)
My sis wanted to buy tickets to the Avant-Premiere for the lott of us, but unfortunally we where to late. I hope everyone that goes has allot of fun. The sucky part is that it comes out next wednessday, the day I have my Japanese exam... but my teacher said that if we couldn't attend class, we could take the exam the week after... so guess who's skipping class next week. ^_^
But I actually hope she's still sick next week (she fainted right before class today), so I don't have to have a bad feeling about it. (like I could, it's Harry freakin' Potter ... > those who saw avps will get it xD)

Well that's it for today/this week/idk
baibai!!

zondag 7 november 2010

Meeting

So yesterday was the meeting in Brussels, I hadn't slept for about 48 hours when I came home last night, so it wasn't really suprising that I slept almost 20 hours.

So we met in Brussels at 11am (so early!!!) and I was kinda hyper from all the Monster I had been drinking, resulting in me not wanting to give it away to anyone else ...
You can see my new boots in this pic btw.


When everyone was finally there, we went to the first anime shop planned, I especially wanted to go there because of someone that works there, but he didn't have to work that day so I was kinda depressed.
But I bought allot of manga to make me feel better & ofcourse my day was good when Dei-chan arived. <3
Next we went to eat, but there was a fight cuz the one who was leading the meet didn't want to eat anywhere else then in the Quick (a belgian fastfood restaurant), but they don't have vegitarian burgers so me and Tiny couldn't eat there. So Dei, Tiny and me went to the MacDonalds.

After finally finding everyone after an hour of walking (they directed us to the wrong Quick), we made some group pics. Wich turned out to be group pics from Dei, Tiny and me with the rest on the background.
Dei-chan, me and Tiny <3
  
with yuki next to me


 In the last manga store we went, Dei-chan found a wallet that was really suited for me (she knew that mine was kinda broke). I tried to resist it, but I couldn't, it was just to 'cute'.
now everyone thinks I'm a perv xD

So that mangastore was the last one we did, before the meet was over, we did do some more places (and lost Yuki and some others). And ofcourse me & Tiny drank some more Monster when we discovered the Carrefour.
The last thing we did was go to a bar and we started to play 'Wolven of Wakkerdam' but then one person had to go and in a sec almost all the rest was gone too. But we still had fun with the few that were left.
And then everyone had to go home. I was really sad cuz of that, but I had so much fun during the day (mostly with Dei-chan & Tiny) that I went home and got my deserved bit of rest...



And now I have allot of writing to do ...

Ja ne!

vrijdag 5 november 2010

Stuff to do before 9 am

Konban wa minna!!

I'm having a meeting today with some friends, none of them are gals, but we decided on a jfashion theme cuz most of them just have no style. I'm actually more exited too see how they mest up with visual kei and stuff then to meet them actually.

Anyways it's just past 3 am here at the moment, and I still have tons of stuff to do. For instance my nano is killing me, I actally only wrote about 100 words since my update here yesterday, wich sucks massivly. I've been procrastinating all day long, just talking to friends, lurking facebook and reading 'Looking For Group'. (right I need to remind myself to go to the comic store tomorow and ask if they can order them)

Then for the things I still have to do ...
* Write 3000 words (hurts like hell to see I'm behind that much)
* Search for my outfit, I want to wear my new shoes, more about them later on.
* Try for hours to get my lashes on, I really suck at that and don't have any decent glue
* Search for my good nails and put them on.
* Try to get my lenses in, another thing I suck at.
* Clean my room or I can't go.
* Do my make the best I have ever done it, so I can finally post on e_g.

About the shoes...
My brother works at the stockhouse of a shoe store and last week they had a clearence sale. So I was really happy to finally go overknee-shopping, as I normally don't have money for them.
When I finally found the ones I wanted, I was happy at first cuz they where only 50 euro's, but then I realised that I couldn't get the zipper closed with my skinny on (I have short legs so mostly they are to long for me). Wich made me sad cuz if I couldn't try them on, I wouldn't know if I could close them.
Anyways, my brother was taking some stock to a store close by, so we called him and waited for him to arrive and then asked him if I could use a place for me to fit them, so I didn't have to take my pants of in the middle of the store. So he said I could use the bathroom, but then his boss (I think) came to me and said that I didn't have to use the toilet and could use an office room. My sadness blew away cuz of him. So after fitting them and noticing I could close the zipper (did I mention that I don't have really skinny legs like most gals?) I went back to the store and declared I was gonna buy them. So the boss takes me with him to check out, and then gave me not just the 20% my brother normally gets, but 30%, wich means they where for 60% of the normal store price. That really made my day. I've been walking around in them ever since. <3

Ok, that was long, I wonder if I can use this somewhere in my novel. I counted, the shoe story on it's one is about 450 words. And I actually wanted to get that story into the novel, so I think I'm gonna put this version in before altering it more fit for the novel. I know I'm a cheater. (^_^)

I'm gonna try to make pictures tomorow and put them here as quick as I can.

Baibai (^3^)

donderdag 4 november 2010

NaNoWriMo makes me go crazy...

NaNoWriMo stands for National Novel Writing Month and was made for people who didn't want to 'someday' write, wich stands for 'someday I'll write a novel. Basicly it's writing a new novel (or 50.000 words) in one month, namely November.

Last year I started to write with a plot that I had for a long time, making some minor changes to the plot that I had before and it went great. As in every novel my characters started to make their own decisions and that drove me crazy at some points, but at least at the end of the month, I reached my quota and was happy about what I wrote.

This year tho, I started without a plot, only deciding a few days before November that I would write about World of Warcraft, just so that I didn't have to give up on playing it. We are five days into November now, and my story sucks, I still haven't played WoW yet and I'm already behind on my wordcount.
The only thing great this year is the program I'm writing in, I just love the typewriter sound in ywriter5 and more had the 'microsoft sam' program read my novel out loud. (it's great how he says 'wich sucked monkey balls xD)
Now that I'm writing for a few days, I'm going crazy again, on day 3 I had already wrote myself and my NaNo friends into the novel, had a discution with my virtuel self for about 600 words and made my female character (who is male in-game) fall in love with my own in-game character (who is female), making my main character bisectual or a lesbian (have to get through the rest of the month to know that). I'm finally getting through the sucky scenes though, today I have let my MC meet her guild in-game, and found out that the blood elf that she/he is in love with, has a boyfriend.
On top of that, I have made a facebook page for my MC, and fought with her over it, wich made me sure about the whole 'going insane' thing.

Anyways, I actually decided to blog about it every day in November, but as you can notice, I tend to forget about my blog. I'll try to update more!

A friend of mine has inspired me to post pieces of my novel online, to get some response and maybe even a little encouragment for writing on. The part I'll be posting is actually the first scene of my novel, it's the only decent thing in it so far, too.
Here it goes, I hope it doesn't suck to much.

****

I was dead, yes five feat beneat the ground, magots feasting on my body, dead… Although it was not my real body that was being devoured by the slimy beasts, it was something that grossed me out. My real body was safely in my bedroom, sitting behind my computer, but my thoughts where elsewhere.
Elsewhere, as in a graveyard, suddenly my ‘virtual body’ started to move again. A voice whispered into my ear, telling me to arise. The voice sounded cold and distend, but at the same time I could here it as clear as crystal. Slowly I rose, my bones made a squeeking sound like an old door that was being pushed open after fifty years. Slowly I made my way on hands and knees and then on my feet. Still feeling akward I stepped out of my grave and stepped out of the crypt.
The dark sky outside had a threatening sight, but felt familiar and at home, as I was meant to be there. In the little moonlight that there was, I looked at my hands, my bony hands with rothing flesh around them. With them I touched my face, also covered with rothing flesh that could fall of at any moment. My face felt weird tho, as if it was not my own, but some one elses.
I looked around, searching the area for something that I could use to look at myself. A few feet from the crypth I found a puddle of dirty coloured water. With still painly bones I walked to it and looked inside, what I saw shocked me. Instead of my own face, a gory, rotting, masculin face looked back at me.
As I stared into the puddle, another undead human came my way. His mouth opened but before he could speak, my attention got distracted.

****

Note that I don't want any grammar correction, I know I'm not good at that stuff, but it's NaNo so I'm keeping the editing for December. (probably won't even do that)

See you.